28.3.06
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COWS GO MOO !
10:49 PM
This morning, i woke up for a dream of you.
I'm glad I passes Amaths. Rather fortunate to be sitting with cinch. Lets just say I'm a very good influence on ppl, she's become so neat, suddenly. Well tmr's her bithday, so Happy Fifteen cinchmydear! :D I'm so going to fail tmr's chinese common test :\ hurr.
I knew it, right from the begining, how things would end. I though that isolation would bring about better days, but I was wrong. So many words left unsaid, so many things unexplained, maybe they were never meant to be explained. The pain everyday is overwhelming. Everyday we fall deeper.
im so tired of being here
supressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
beacuse your presence still lingers here
and it wont leave me alone
these wounds dont seem to heal
the pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot earase
when you cried i'd wipe away all your tears
when you screamed i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've heald your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you use to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bould by the life you left behindyour face still haunts my once pleasent dreams
your voice it chaces away all the sainaty in me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and thought you're still with me
i've been alone all along
When everything was most beautifiul.